Thursday, December 20, 2007

Depressed

Depressed... a word I seldom used in my blog, or in my life. But now it always appear in my dictionary.

A few matters that making me depressed... graduate = jobless, Many things that happen in my country until I am wondering whether I should called it my home anymore. Emo, being accused, being pressured by other factors... Too many things to deal with even my to-do list can't finish writing on...

What happen to my country is the sentence that people will ask... I guess you better read it your self in BBC website, and perhaps if you are lucky, can get the scoop in The Star Newspaper...

http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/world/asia-pacific/7109849.stm

http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/world/asia-pacific/7111646.stm

http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/world/asia-pacific/7121534.stm

http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/world/asia-pacific/7142506.stm

I prefer to leave the comments to myself as I don't want to be risked of being arrested for speaking out. It is better to be safe than sorry. FREEDOM of Speech?? Well, I don't dare to challenge it here.

I read an article recently from The Star Newspaper.

http://www.thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2007/12/20/focus/19820231&sec=focus

Truly expressed the feeling of a lot of Malaysians...

I can't help but feel I am not belong there anymore. Yes, I do have loves ones and friends there, but being sentimental will not get me anywhere.

I wanted to RUNAWAY... just like what David Tao sings, runaway runaway, to a beautiful place...

Anyway, think this time around christmas season is just like none than the other solemn and sad Christmas I spent while in home town. Sad, and not magical...

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